my dear sis..
erm…this is the first time i wrote for this blog..before this..hehe..just copy paste maa..actually, i felt like wanna write all the things that came accross my mind..every day..but then..too much..really…too much to write..moreover..i’m not that good in writing….
what to write huh..??//
ha..yesterday..went to a hi-tea talk by Br. ShahKirit on Islam…a backward religion?..sounds terrible rite?..but I do enjoy it..a very informative talk..that really motivate me..lately,i went down motivated as a dai’e..no support..got to stand by my own feet..anyway kak izzah pay for me to enter the hitea..haha..thanks akak..rm100/person?….with my status : unemployed..I,myself?can’t afford laa..thanks again kak..for such a beneficial hitea..
erm..kak izzah..a nice lady..she got the strength to be a good muslimah..as she is a muallaf actually.ok.the first time i met her was ..one evening in 2001, "knock..knock…knock"..somebody’s coming..when i opened the door.."errr..before this I saw the advertisement that this house is on rental, so can I…bla…bla.."…as I am alone at that time, got no housemates to discuss with..I just said that the house is full..(moreover she is non-muslim)..then she asked me, "u tengah buat ape?"..bcoz she saw me with my telekung..I said that I’m reading the qur’an..then she said.."oo i see..bcoz now is already 3.15pm..takkan la u br nak sembahyang..dah nak masuk asar"..erk..actually, before reading the qur’an i just finish up my zuhur prayer…just smiling..but wondering that she knew about all the prayer’s time…???..then I asked her to come in..gotta quite long conversation..including the why, the do’s and dont’s in Islam that she really curious with..then, changing phone numbers…end..
after that incident, we always keep contact..she did come over to my house in sec.9 on hari raya open house…but then she said that she is practising fasting..oh..what a good progress..when she came another day…we wore tudung..then she asked why..I said that we have to cover in front of non-muslims.. she asked why…bla..bla…erm..’bout two weeks after that..she asked me to go out with her..oh..she want to told me that..she is now a muslim.."I dah mengucap depan kawan I and his friend"…the ‘kawan’ is the person who she always keep arguing with before(argue ’bout Islam)…he asked her to find a muslim girl to be friend so, easier to ask 4 more ..hehe..finally she found me..alhamdulillah..although she hasn’t declared it officially..she is now a muslim..a muslimahh.."erm, bila u nak buat secara rasmi..i mean tukar IC n everything?"…she is quite afraid as she is one of the group leader in church..she said that if they know..there will be a world war III in my family..the only person that knew ’bout this are u n the other 2..so keep it secret.."….every sunday her mom will rang her to remind for going to the church..as b4 that she lives with her mom..this is the first time she stand by her own feet…(one of the reason is to avoid eating at mom’s home)…
during one semester break, she followed me to my hometown..johor..gotta kenduri doa selamat for my parents b4 go for Hajj..n my mom decided to include the doa selamat for her of being a muslim..I helped her to wear tudung..her first time..she is very happy as she can’t do that in shah alam..i told her later on..whatever it is..u have to cover as u are a muslim..step by step k..my mom taught her how to pray..she started praying..after went back to shah alam..she always come to my house to learn qur’an..bacaan2 in prayers n everything…during working days, she go to petronas station nearby for zuhur prayer…until she found a small store in her office that can be use to pray without others notice…really proud of her that she hardly find a way to make sure she folows Islam’s rules obidiently..I am wondering of some muslims now that doesn’t care much ’bout prayer..
day..by day…it’s early 2005..it has been quite a long time not seeing her..just communicating thru phone…one Sunday..she asked me to accompany her to her friend’s kenduri.." ok..i’ll wait here…bla..bla..bla.."…when her honda accord parked in front of me.."akak!!!"..I screamed suprisingly as seeing her covered properly with tudung…"I hugged her…"bila akak start pakai tudung ni?..tak cakap punn".."in this just 2 weeks.."..she said she have to because that is Allah’s rules..she had a grushing with her mom…but she said.."tak apelah..sikit2..lama2 pun dia kena tau jugak kann.."…alhamdulillah..she dare to take the risk instead of being disobedient to Allah.."takpe kak..Allah Maha Mengetahui..DIA mesti tolong akak punya..k"..
and…until yesterday…she called that she finally got the seat for the hitea…(earlier,she cancelled the planned)..so,I was rushing that i just put my hand-sock in my handbag…I arrived at ’bout 4pm.."huh, I thought u’ll be arrived at 5, the program end at 6.15"…"ooo…so hurry haa..til u forget to wear the handsock"…erkk..just smiling n wear it with my hand under the table…hmmm..
oklaa…that is all ’bout her…till then..
